people say “i miss you” when they mean sometime else, someplace else, someone else
people, be truthful.
i suppose it’s better said then kept.
maybe “i miss you” will travel through time and be whispered into your ear.
you’ll know then that i love you. just that one moment. i love you.
you made my heart fuller. you made me breathe easier.
you you you you you. oh you. thank you all.
these pieces of happiness will be remembered again
many times in the future i’ll thank you, i’ll love you, i’ll miss you
memories are precious
my sister acted out a scene from a tv show and made me be her lover, my friend and i tortured ants and lit leaves on fire, my teacher yelled at me for swallowing a nickel, my parents fought and my sister and i cried in fear, my friends told me they didn’t want to be my friends, i was embarrassed, i was sad.
i remember seeing the clock turn the slowest ever in my life. i remember my anger and how much i covered it with my brain. i remember the first shooting star, my first pet, my first kiss, my first love. finally, healing. still healing. it is my best memory.